Oh wow, I am so tired — it’s before midnight — pretty unusual for me. But, for a change, I feel like I’ve actually accomplished something. Finished my university course on time — it’s been such an eye-opener! Finally something more fulfilling than simply reading & writing an essay no-one will ever read again.
Not that I want too many reading this. But I do want [oh God, & desperately NEED] to receive more than a grade for compensation. Hopefully, I can take this wonderful feeling of productivity & make some money instead of seemingly-always spending it.
Now, just one more course to finish by April 9th. Photoshop — cool. Play with creativity — explore my creative being. According to some artists, I might even finally understand my complicated psychological being. Cool, I would be happy if I could simply release all those emotions that consume me into my art & not keep them bottled up.